MNK99
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I'm very sorry to hear that things are stagnating. I think you, me, and a hell of a lot of people should go on TEI. Soon enough, I will. I quit drinking and smoking (only bc I was sick, both of them were used) Jan 6 or so.
Fine tuning or TEI/ARL is the way out. BUT if you have not cleansed... I don't think things will get drastically better. I was destroyed, completely. No choice.
GOTTA fix the diet man. I feel 80% at times (but 80% of a clusterfuck is still not ideal for me), as in 20/24h a day... most the time. BUT: I ate pizza, cheese, some gluten and crap earlier this week maybe twice. I fasted last 2 days and it fixed temporarily bad digestion. Diet incl. drinks. -90% at other times, but these are just estimates.
I have probably had 7 or less bad eating days since my refeed in Feb. Insane discipline for fasting/working out/ eating... etc.
vs. not showering and not shaving and not talking for months and in bed for months and months............. obviously progress, but not cured fast enough.
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I've been tripping. Yeah I have some issues and they are serious... but this is why ppl stop commenting and leave forums as they get better, bc it brings them down.
NOT YOU, CHAPMAN. YOU'RE a GOOD GUY (and most here trying things out are).
-I see why everyone who heals leaves. PLUS my issues anyways... you'd be stupid not to.
-FIRST I'm told I'm ruined and can't take psyche meds. THEN everyone else does......... ridiculous.
-It'll get better.
-My face will heal completely.
-IF I looked exactly the same pre-lamotrigine, I honestly don't think I'd care period. SO a lot has healed.
Fine tuning or TEI/ARL is the way out. BUT if you have not cleansed... I don't think things will get drastically better. I was destroyed, completely. No choice.
GOTTA fix the diet man. I feel 80% at times (but 80% of a clusterfuck is still not ideal for me), as in 20/24h a day... most the time. BUT: I ate pizza, cheese, some gluten and crap earlier this week maybe twice. I fasted last 2 days and it fixed temporarily bad digestion. Diet incl. drinks. -90% at other times, but these are just estimates.
I have probably had 7 or less bad eating days since my refeed in Feb. Insane discipline for fasting/working out/ eating... etc.
vs. not showering and not shaving and not talking for months and in bed for months and months............. obviously progress, but not cured fast enough.
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I've been tripping. Yeah I have some issues and they are serious... but this is why ppl stop commenting and leave forums as they get better, bc it brings them down.
NOT YOU, CHAPMAN. YOU'RE a GOOD GUY (and most here trying things out are).
-I see why everyone who heals leaves. PLUS my issues anyways... you'd be stupid not to.
-FIRST I'm told I'm ruined and can't take psyche meds. THEN everyone else does......... ridiculous.
-It'll get better.
-My face will heal completely.
-IF I looked exactly the same pre-lamotrigine, I honestly don't think I'd care period. SO a lot has healed.
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