Hack Stasis Forum

Dhair said:

It's so hard doing it alone. Over the past year I have basically begged my mom to let me live with her. I explain the situation to her on the phone and she sits in silence. At the end she always says the same thing: "I don't think it would be a good idea."
No explanation, no questions, nothing. Just that. It's truly horrifying knowing that my own mother doesn't care if I live or die. If she knew how close I was to suicide, maybe she would feel differently. But maybe not. Now I'm 2,000 miles away and it doesn't matter what she thinks, but it's probably the worst thing that she has ever done to me.
So at this point, with little to no support, it's hard to see a way out, and I don't believe in miracles, so I'm not sure if I'll be hanging around. Maybe these things aren't "permanent" but I don't have the fortitude or intelligence to continue to try to fix this on my own.

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