Doomed modern life x hope

ballheadbuddha

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The more I read about how systemic our habits affect us, is it correct to assume that 99% of the population experiences some kind of biological imbalance? taking into account that few question how far the wind blows when it comes down to choosing what's more pleasurable vs. healthy. It is not a new conception that much of the modern habits are not aligned with the nature of human life; ie. stressful life / enviroment, little exposure too to sun light, little exercise, unhealthy / unnatural diet, drinking too much, smoking, drugs (legal and illegal) and the list goes on and on ..

This forum has shed some light on the harmfulness of some seemingly harmless habits, I am extremely grateful for the great diffusion of knowledge and dedication of personal time for the sake of the life of others, of people who have no connection other than compassion.

So the question is, regardless of the level of imbalance, can any people benefit from the protocols out there? aka Fasting, Electrolyte Protocol, Zinc finger P., Mineral balance and so on? Once I'm healed, I'll sure be helping others.

best regards, brothers.
 
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Everything's unnatural. Sitting at a desk, caffeine, nicotine, processed foods, and mind-numbing work that makes some of us want to bash our head against the wall (other's too).
In any case, I think the goal is to strike a balance between our responsibilities (life, work, kids, spouse, hobbies, fun, etc) and mitigate/reduce/eliminate as much damage as we can.
So a lot of what's discussed here may be possible to carry on into our regular, post-healed lives. I'll still fast and intermittent fast. I'll be doing certain things that create imbalances anyways, but for me they're necessary evils. So I'm hoping some protocols will still bring me closer to an optimal level of efficacy (after healing).
 
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So the question is, regardless of the level of imbalance, can any people benefit from the protocols out there? aka Fasting, Electrolyte Protocol, Zinc finger P., Mineral balance and so on? Once I'm healed, I'll sure be helping others.
Yes... and very true that there are levels.

and very true about helping. a forum is all about letting know others about our personal experience. We are so different that we need to SEE that the same does not work for everybody, so that we can be careful, and also we can help others see how similar they are, and then chose the protocole with a maximum probability of success, though always with perceive think act in mind!

We can find some natural reactions to the non natural, so in the end all is natural, including kicking like a horse into what ties us!
 

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So true what you said here. Most people have insane imbalances I notice now. But it's kind of "normal" now. It's part of people's personalities even. I will talk about this below

It's not just the unhealthy lifestyle I think it's also long lasting genetic things. Because I see plenty of people who live terrible lives yet some of them somehow are still healthier than me.

That's what pissed me off in the start of this all was that no matter how much you compensate with "knowledge" you will still be who you are. Or no matter how much effort you do. You still end up being that what you are. Except healthier I guess which yes is worth it but still it's a bitter pill sometimes.

Sometimes I feel like because of the sick body you lose yourself and your personality who you are. Maybe from calcification for example. You literally lose the "personality" it becomes numb/suppressed.

For example I started to identify with my diseased state overcompensating crazy person act. I was aggressive, angry, etc. Now that I don't have that anymore (as much) I feel kinda like how I did when I was like 7 years old or something. That personality that was there already is now again my personality now. Except the adult version. I guess disease can also cause the narcissistic personality. It's a defense mechanism to protect yourself because you are weakened.
 

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Most personality disorders are probably just hypothyroidism, toxic metals, etc. and maybe genetic mutations which cause mineral imbalances. Unless you have actual damage to the brain like some psychopaths and people who did high impact sports.
 

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Most personality disorders are probably just hypothyroidism, toxic metals, etc. and maybe genetic mutations which cause mineral imbalances. Unless you have actual damage to the brain like some psychopaths and people who did high impact sports.
Also the random accidents, traumatic brain injuries. I forget, maybe personality disorders are axis 2 or 3 or something in the DSM. Ya sketchy as fuck "science" for sure.
All just to sell meds, so they gotta bill something to insurance, so they "just gotta" diagnose something. Lots of borderline mentally challenged psych docs out there.

I saw the best in continent (harvard, uoft... dr mcintyre) and confused him and his residents.

It was for differential diagnosis, bipolar II.. but he said if im doing good treating ADHD and i dont want to risk more medication damage, it is fine, but he wants to see me doing better.
Then I later a couple yrs later took the Lamictal, then the Finasteride... and the rest is history.
Those aren't personality disorders, but yeah like schioztypal, paranoid, obessive compulsive personality disorder.

Surely drugs (which displace minerals and or work with them or agst them), play a huge role too.

Maybe those rockstars that go crazy with the drugs and partying and sex, give themselves bipolar but really it is the alcohol and the cocaine and heroin and shyt.

I think my hairtests would still be clean compared to most people, random canadians and americans.

However, unlike them I'm quite sensitive to things... sunlight, floaters, moving this way or that way, meds, get syndromes, vax was a neuro injury/heart injury (temporary, I'm fairly certain).

Vax didn't do shyt to ppl that ate badly 50 yrs so i don't know. they have imbalances but ya i mean my conn tissue issues have hella comorbidities.

Also lots are sick, they get on 5-8 meds in 40s to 60s... and if it works for them fine. But if all cause brainfog, fuck with their endocrine system, neurotransmitters, and personality, and risk /impulsivity, thenw hat the fuck. Also half the meds make ppl need more meds.

Diet as medicine is step one.
As we discussed months ago when i was in a bad state.,.

Other things like cutting net addiction and all that. I think you're pretty good at that. The nofap and all. But also screens, talking to ppl, youtube... whatever, gambling, overtrading,. gaming, all addictive tendencies. I don't do most of that, but I mean I did do all at some pt, too much.
 

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If I look at my parents I could call them autistic too. Even my grandmother hated social events and was a loner kind of. Eventhough they were born way before people started talking about it. And they didn't grow up with as much microplastics, diet or stuff that people claim causes autism. So the idea that autism is new or now all of a sudden more prevelant I seriously doubt.

It's genetic predisposition maybe genetically body cannot process certain minerals well and get toxic in it.

I know people who call themselves autistic and they are healthier than me. Not downplaying them but this idea of autism is flawed. Same for personality disorders.

When I was at my worst I had massive narcissism, anger, etc. you could easily diagnose me as a covert narcissist back then lol. Because I lacked the extroversion. But I was definitely cold, calculating, narcsissistic because deep from the inside I was afraid and weakened. It was a defense mechanism.

Then once my minerals came better and better I lost this defense mechanism and your personality comes out again. Maybe not fully. I can still notice I have massive defense mechanisms from life experiences which sometimes block me from connecting to people. But it's much better.

Must be calcification too.
 

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If I look at my parents I could call them autistic too. Even my grandmother hated social events and was a loner kind of. Eventhough they were born way before people started talking about it. And they didn't grow up with as much microplastics, diet or stuff that people claim causes autism. So the idea that autism is new or now all of a sudden more prevelant I seriously doubt.

It's genetic predisposition maybe genetically body cannot process certain minerals well and get toxic in it.

I know people who call themselves autistic and they are healthier than me. Not downplaying them but this idea of autism is flawed. Same for personality disorders.

When I was at my worst I had massive narcissism, anger, etc. you could easily diagnose me as a covert narcissist back then lol. Because I lacked the extroversion. But I was definitely cold, calculating, narcsissistic because deep from the inside I was afraid and weakened. It was a defense mechanism.

Then once my minerals came better and better I lost this defense mechanism and your personality comes out again. Maybe not fully. I can still notice I have massive defense mechanisms from life experiences which sometimes block me from connecting to people. But it's much better.

Must be calcification too.
Does Your country diet in generał contain a lot of calcium?
 

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If I look at my parents I could call them autistic too. Even my grandmother hated social events and was a loner kind of. Eventhough they were born way before people started talking about it. And they didn't grow up with as much microplastics, diet or stuff that people claim causes autism. So the idea that autism is new or now all of a sudden more prevelant I seriously doubt.

It's genetic predisposition maybe genetically body cannot process certain minerals well and get toxic in it.

I know people who call themselves autistic and they are healthier than me. Not downplaying them but this idea of autism is flawed. Same for personality disorders.

When I was at my worst I had massive narcissism, anger, etc. you could easily diagnose me as a covert narcissist back then lol. Because I lacked the extroversion. But I was definitely cold, calculating, narcsissistic because deep from the inside I was afraid and weakened. It was a defense mechanism.

Then once my minerals came better and better I lost this defense mechanism and your personality comes out again. Maybe not fully. I can still notice I have massive defense mechanisms from life experiences which sometimes block me from connecting to people. But it's much better.

Must be calcification too.


Yeah yeah these are often like Level one Autistics. Like I may be, one or two, elon is like 1.5-2 maybe (pretty socially retarded but hey 14 kids rite, so he still banged a lot, altho h'es super rich as fk obvsly).
I may be low level autism, i.e. what they used to call high functioning. Half my autism with meeting ppl was literally disability, some mofos shd have told me what's going on rather than letting me get hurt and sick so many times. Idiots.

Your grandparents probably had 9999x less plastics, prolly no plastics if you're talking about your grandmother but IDK when she was born and there were some things like Betonite in 1800s, like for safety razors, a precursor to plastic (that must be better, bc collectors still buy em).

BRO at worst massive narcissism? I think i had to work my ass off 6mo each time, in PSSD, and PFS to even begin to like feel my normal feelings. Not m narcissm at least not positively, in crash.
Much more later. We deserve it, we went thru shyt most will never recover from and they can't even stop drinking juice, or reading hentai.

@ruprmurdoch (he's mentioned it before, so I think I have his permission to say), but RWAC is Dutch, German ancestry, so they've probably been eating dairy, cheese, in cold environments (pre NL i guess...),
for like 1000-11000 yrs or something, probably not 11000 (grains maybe tho, ppl started 11-13k yrs ago evidence indicates). SO cheese and dairy don't upset him as much.

My ancestors probably added grains later, I think it is slave food i mean id prolly be 6'4 6'5 w out em and only meat as a kid. BTW my Uncle in Thailand, a trader... fucking ALBERTA beef is cheaper in High end grocers than here (where the fking cows are from). Ca too much upsets me, but raw dairy >>>>>>> pasteurized.

Same with eggs, like... heating in pasteurization kills the proteins, that then causes stomach irritation. 3 foods that shouldn't be eaten too much in carnivore, as per Dr. Ken Berry, are all contained in Egg whites (Albumin, etc). Or at lst not too much, many patients of his run into stomach problems and the like with too many eggs. Probably not an issue, if your neighbors or you have hens. Same with dairy. Some do better with A2, some cows and goats have that type of protein, in their produced dairy. 67% of the time, that isn't enuff and they gotta cut it.

Additionally RWAC is prolly a Fast 1 when balanced, I am a slow 1, so i mean... stims, fasting help me a lot and aren't needed as m for him. He does better with carbs at a higher level than me.
Dutch are very healthy in general, or at least they used to be. Seems to be way better than EU and Germany a lot of ppl. But strong genes, one can eat garbage and live till 80 and be healthy and fit.

Many of us aren't so lucky, we gotta be careful. We all have issues and no one is perfect, we do the best we can, to maximize our genetic potential and our epigenetic trajectory, towards Valhalla and Freedom.

Random fatties and school kids and teens and 20-40 yr olds, like ya if i ate like them... id be fkd. like ADHD, autism, anxiety, depression.. most of that, trauma worse, never date., feel sick.
Well if I tell women, i feel sick half the time then fine i guess but i mean im not really in the mood to deal w dating most the time. Id say last 10 women i went out with asked me out. Im so anxiety ridden, in my head at times. Literally walking and looking good, listening to music women in cities that are 200k-1mn -2mn come to you, in cool places.

Toronto, ny they do too but ya i mean with anxiety, autism... ADHD, maybe homeless maybe rich one day... it is hard. Ill get rich but i was a kid in Toronto, most that time, so was relatively poor, tho dressed better and had more money than most kids. But not the random arabs, and chinese, and whoevers that come and buy apartments and inflate prices. Soon, I'll be like them. Property here and there, and not living here.
 
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Does Your country diet in generał contain a lot of calcium?
Yes a lot of dairy in general. Aren't you from eastern europe? Probably same there. Or where are you from? Most European countries I notice love dairy. I like dairy too. To be fair I think dairy can be healthy if you have a high metabolism then you get strong bones, teeth, etc. But if you are born hypothyroid you probably get calcium in all the wrong places with that diet. Or you don't even absorb it
 

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Dairy and meat is big part of diet. I live in Poland. But there is other factor than food. There are only two countries which force vaccines to children under law sanctions, Poland and Bulgaria. And during first 6 months you have not BBB. And vaccines have Mercury.

You know when You eat, You have buffer. But if You inject You do not have any.
 

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Dairy and meat is big part of diet. I live in Poland. But there is other factor than food. There are only two countries which force vaccines to children under law sanctions, Poland and Bulgaria. And during first 6 months you have not BBB. And vaccines have Mercury.

You know when You eat, You have buffer. But if You inject You do not have any.
Ah yes Poland same diet pretty much. Also potatoes there just like here. (I live in The Netherlands)

Yes but how much mg of mercury are they injecting. It's very bad of course for a kid but still think about it:

I read 0.025mg of mercury is in a vaccine. Probably varies and maybe in the past it was more.

Then for example : fish contains like 0.02-0.10mg depending how much you eat of it. Of course it's not through BBB like you say but through stomach. So yes small amounts through BBB can probably do huge damage. More so than when absorbed in stomach.

It could have massive problems because mercury toxicity also affects copper metabolism I think. So maybe this "0.025mg" is a lot but to me it seems like the body should be able to get rid of it especially when young because metabolism is high.

But do you think this is the biggest factor in people's bad health? That's what I question when I hear people talk about it as if this is (one of the) biggest factors for autism and in general bad health. I definitely have mercury problems. My mother had the mercury stuff in her teeth so I got it through her probably.

I do agree with you though, mercury huge problem. For me at least as well.
 

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Does Your country diet in generał contain a lot of calcium?

Dairy and meat is big part of diet. I live in Poland. But there is other factor than food. There are only two countries which force vaccines to children under law sanctions, Poland and Bulgaria. And during first 6 months you have not BBB. And vaccines have Mercury.

You know when You eat, You have buffer. But if You inject You do not have any.
cant one homeschool kids in future? and avoid that or get a doc's note saying the kid can't get it bc of some sensitivity. i mean for me, with ehlers or whatever the hell i shd have for all.
glad i missed near all vaxes after 21 or so.

missed some in teens for sure, ADHD helps for once lol.
 

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Ah yes Poland same diet pretty much. Also potatoes there just like here. (I live in The Netherlands)

Yes but how much mg of mercury are they injecting. It's very bad of course for a kid but still think about it:

I read 0.025mg of mercury is in a vaccine. Probably varies and maybe in the past it was more.

Then for example : fish contains like 0.02-0.10mg depending how much you eat of it. Of course it's not through BBB like you say but through stomach. So yes small amounts through BBB can probably do huge damage. More so than when absorbed in stomach.

It could have massive problems because mercury toxicity also affects copper metabolism I think. So maybe this "0.025mg" is a lot but to me it seems like the body should be able to get rid of it especially when young because metabolism is high.

But do you think this is the biggest factor in people's bad health? That's what I question when I hear people talk about it as if this is (one of the) biggest factors for autism and in general bad health. I definitely have mercury problems. My mother had the mercury stuff in her teeth so I got it through her probably.

I do agree with you though, mercury huge problem. For me at least as well.
Yes. I think IT is. Btw RFK II had mercury issues I think from fish. But when mercury is eaten IT is not that dangerous.

I learn a lot beacuse of my Mercury thermometer broke. Mercury is dangerous when IT is inhaled. Thats why You should not use vacuum cleaner when Mercury is leaked from thermometer. If it is injected through vaccines its for sure fckn dangerous. In both cases in very small amounts.

As I see the younger generation the bigger health issues they have. My generation cohort did not know person with autism. I had around 12 vaccines. Now IT is around 25.

Now there is a lot of people with that issues. Mercury for me act as copper/estrogen. So Dht also rise to counteract. And You have ,,gender fluctuations'' problem.

Its Easter time, Judas sell Jesus for money. For me people in Polish healthcare act as Judas. But in the end Judas finished on a rope
 

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Yes. I think IT is. Btw RFK II had mercury issues I think from fish. But when mercury is eaten IT is not that dangerous.

I learn a lot beacuse of my Mercury thermometer broke. Mercury is dangerous when IT is inhaled. Thats why You should not use vacuum cleaner when Mercury is leaked from thermometer. If it is injected through vaccines its for sure fckn dangerous. In both cases in very small amounts.

As I see the younger generation the bigger health issues they have. My generation cohort did not know person with autism. I had around 12 vaccines. Now IT is around 25.

Now there is a lot of people with that issues. Mercury for me act as copper/estrogen. So Dht also rise to counteract. And You have ,,gender fluctuations'' problem.

Its Easter time, Judas sell Jesus for money. For me people in Polish healthcare act as Judas. But in the end Judas finished on a rope
yup I agree with the mercury also causing DHT rise and yes it causes the copper problems too. DHT protects from too much estrogen effects in the brain I think. And if mercury acts as estrogen or even raises it (by raising the enzymes? just like copper) it makes sense in males it rises with it.

And back to b2 breaking down DHT. I think this increase in dht combined with hypothyroidism makes it hard for your body to break down hormones in general. Incl. DHT and estrogen. B2 helps a lot with that. I think all B vitamins do but b2 in particular.

the high DHT is probably so as a male you can still function and survive in life but it ignores the damage it's like a band aid for a male to still function as a male incl erections, sex drive, motivation, etc. But not healthy long term especially if nothing is done about it.

I got a lot of mercury from my mother for sure. She had mercury from teeth removed where they just drill it and you inhale it so definitely huge mercury toxicity in the brain. Always had mood swings, anger, insomnia, etc. very similar to copper toxic people.

Transgenders definitely look like they have too much female hormones from youth. But same for gay people imo. I can tell a lot of them have some sort of estrogen problem
 

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yup I agree with the mercury also causing DHT rise and yes it causes the copper problems too. DHT protects from too much estrogen effects in the brain I think. And if mercury acts as estrogen or even raises it (by raising the enzymes? just like copper) it makes sense in males it rises with it.

And back to b2 breaking down DHT. I think this increase in dht combined with hypothyroidism makes it hard for your body to break down hormones in general. Incl. DHT and estrogen. B2 helps a lot with that. I think all B vitamins do but b2 in particular.

the high DHT is probably so as a male you can still function and survive in life but it ignores the damage it's like a band aid for a male to still function as a male incl erections, sex drive, motivation, etc. But not healthy long term especially if nothing is done about it.

I got a lot of mercury from my mother for sure. She had mercury from teeth removed where they just drill it and you inhale it so definitely huge mercury toxicity in the brain. Always had mood swings, anger, insomnia, etc. very similar to copper toxic people.

Transgenders definitely look like they have too much female hormones from youth. But same for gay people imo. I can tell a lot of them have some sort of estrogen problem
Did TEI chelate Mercury in your case ?
 

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Did TEI chelate Mercury in your case ?
I did TEI for 1,5 years I think this wasn't enough to get mercury out completely as I still have symptoms today of mercury toxicity. I know it's mercury and not copper because eventually I got copper deficient but still had issues. Much less of course and I think if you put me next to the average person I am doing decent. Not great but decent enough definitely not CFS like anymore.

With TEI if you are sick you need like 5 years of it or so, I am assuming. If you have decent health but smaller problems 1-2 years probably enough to get most of it

I think if it's in your brain it's very hard to get it out with stuff like zinc, manganese, b vitamins, vitamin C and you need more like chelators incl. ALA. That's just my experience. ALA worked very well for me especially higher dosages but I do feel bad while doing it. I still use it now with sometimes a break. So in this case I think Andy Cutlers protocol is better if you have high mercury.

I really underestimated the mercury I used to think I had too much iron and copper which could of been the case but now I see a majority of my issues comes from mercury. I also have higher iron still but this is a much smaller problem for me at least.

Now for a while I focus on mercury. See where I go. After that might just quit everything and see where I stand since I have been using supps for a long time.
 

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I did TEI for 1,5 years I think this wasn't enough to get mercury out completely as I still have symptoms today of mercury toxicity. I know it's mercury and not copper because eventually I got copper deficient but still had issues. Much less of course and I think if you put me next to the average person I am doing decent. Not great but decent enough definitely not CFS like anymore.

With TEI if you are sick you need like 5 years of it or so, I am assuming. If you have decent health but smaller problems 1-2 years probably enough to get most of it

I think if it's in your brain it's very hard to get it out with stuff like zinc, manganese, b vitamins, vitamin C and you need more like chelators incl. ALA. That's just my experience. ALA worked very well for me especially higher dosages but I do feel bad while doing it. I still use it now with sometimes a break. So in this case I think Andy Cutlers protocol is better if you have high mercury.

I really underestimated the mercury I used to think I had too much iron and copper which could of been the case but now I see a majority of my issues comes from mercury. I also have higher iron still but this is a much smaller problem for me at least.

Now for a while I focus on mercury. See where I go. After that might just quit everything and see where I stand since I have been using supps for a long time.
It is very important topic thus I would like to know, does level of mercury in your hairtest grow during TEI program ? In my case i saw that long term magnesium supplementation increase level of aluminium and IT is logical beacuse alu is near mg on periodic table
 

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I looked in my e-mail pretty sure they are all gone. Maybe they are somewhere on this forum.

I used to think it was copper and focussed on it a lot until I got copper deficient lol. And still had issues. I probably had some toxicity there but it was majority mercury I think for me. Everything that helps against mercury also helps me. This is why I think it is mercury. I don't test it at the moment. But of course I am making assumptions and no testing. I also think I have some iron issues as I cannot handle high iron food anymore at all and ate a boatload of red meat for years.

I might do that scan that bruschi recommended and maybe a hairtest again to see.