@Rid... why the xanax again? Bc of sleep or anxiety? gotta be something else, like melatonin, nootropics, etc.
Benzos are one of the few things I never took (probably, maybe ativan a long time ago, made me extremely depressed threw it away - I was like 21).
I am not sure what's good for sleep, bc I get bad reactions or no reaction to melatonin, ashwagandha, and all that stuff (way before fin).
Most people have more normal rxns to those though. Melatonin was sometimes ok.... but if I wanted to sleep at 3am, I'd need to take it at like 10pm or something.
I'm doing tons of business at night (NY, asia, etc hours). So I feel your pain on that.... then again, I've always been like that. But I'm sure further along, it'll be easier. And more normalized. Slept like 5-6 days almost 7-8 hrs that hasn't happened in like 2 yrs all that often.
I think Phosphatidylserine as Niles suggested is worth trying, probably a lot of other things too, maybe Alpha-GPC (by Cognitex, which has GPC and phosphatidylserine too).
-L-Theanine does help me sleep a lot (which is good but not really my goal), but it may be too strong and doesn't help my mood much, so I barely use it.