Another interesting this for example tobacco and alcohol both increase neurosteroidd but not of it lasts and just a bandaid although @Walker recovered even still while dipping daily lol.
@Helen Regarding cortisol and acth The effects of smoking on ACTH and cortisol secretion. - PubMed - NCBI
Another interesting this for example tobacco and alcohol both increase neurosteroidd but not of it lasts and just a bandaid although @Walker recovered even still while dipping daily lol.
@Helen Regarding cortisol and acth The effects of smoking on ACTH and cortisol secretion. - PubMed - NCBI
I always felt really good during PFS when dipping too, like a noticeable relaxation/mental benefit. I leaned on it as a crutch pretty badly. About the only thing that made me feel like I was a normal human early on. Funny how a shitty lifelong habit can do that.
Interesting, was it like a daily multiple times per day habit or just like a few times a week (kinda like what @MCurtone is doing with GHB)? And last question do you you still dip today?
your experiences is exactly similar to mine. Libido and sex drive etc is all pretty fine its mental stuff that is still remaining. Poor response to stress, some brain fog (at times worse than others etc.) and sleep, but sleep has improved much better over time since crash.
And I get the same exact response as to steroids. Libido goes up crazy and physical effects are there but mental sides increase way worse. The major thing that I tried that completely fixed mental sides temporarily (as in felt normal again) was RU486 but didnt last once stopping it. It is def cortisol related in the brain side for sure at least in my experience
low card diet and fasting also helped with mental sides
So you, @Boris and myself are in the same boat. Same thing here with the stressful event.My experience is almost identical as well. I am pretty normal on the sexual front at this point, but still have mental sides like poor stress response, brain fog, and sleep issues. All of these remaining issues have improved quite a bit over the years, but still present to various degrees. Took me almost 1.5 years to somewhat restore my sleep. Still not normal, but much better. I also believe it is next to impossible to begin PFS recovery until sleep has somewhat normalized.
Quick backstory for me: Took fin for around 6 years with zero noticeable issues. One night, 6 years after starting fin (and still on it), had a "stressful" event and boom sides kicked in. Actually it was more an event I was looking forward to and excited, not really stressful, but still probably same to the body. Quit fin a couple days later and sides continued to get worse. Had my cortisol measured a couple of months after PFS and it was sky high 24/7. Sleep went to shit and the bottom fell out. I think most (maybe all) of my sides were a downstream impact of sky high cortisol and sleep deprivation.
I've had PFS for 3.5 years now and things are much better since I have managed to somehow lower cortisol and get better sleep. Still not normal, but 1000% better than I was the first 1.5 years in PFS. I have followed CDs protocol for the last 1.5 years or so.
But, I also personally believe that there are multiple types of PFS and not everyone is in this same boat. I'm not sure someone that gets PFS after taking just 1 or 2 pills is in the same situation as someone who gets PFS years after taking fin and/or only after stopping fin.
My experience is almost identical as well. I am pretty normal on the sexual front at this point, but still have mental sides like poor stress response, brain fog, and sleep issues. All of these remaining issues have improved quite a bit over the years, but still present to various degrees. Took me almost 1.5 years to somewhat restore my sleep. Still not normal, but much better. I also believe it is next to impossible to begin PFS recovery until sleep has somewhat normalized.
Quick backstory for me: Took fin for around 6 years with zero noticeable issues. One night, 6 years after starting fin (and still on it), had a "stressful" event and boom sides kicked in. Actually it was more an event I was looking forward to and excited, not really stressful, but still probably same to the body. Quit fin a couple days later and sides continued to get worse. Had my cortisol measured a couple of months after PFS and it was sky high 24/7. Sleep went to shit and the bottom fell out. I think most (maybe all) of my sides were a downstream impact of sky high cortisol and sleep deprivation.
I've had PFS for 3.5 years now and things are much better since I have managed to somehow lower cortisol and get better sleep. Still not normal, but 1000% better than I was the first 1.5 years in PFS. I have followed CDs protocol for the last 1.5 years or so.
But, I also personally believe that there are multiple types of PFS and not everyone is in this same boat. I'm not sure someone that gets PFS after taking just 1 or 2 pills is in the same situation as someone who gets PFS years after taking fin and/or only after stopping fin.
So you, @Boris and myself are in the same boat. Same thing here with the stressful event.
So one thing is for sure, neurosteroids are depleted. This is evident in all PFS people, especially the ones who committed suicide. Their allopreg levels are incredibly low. Likely this also has a lot to do with no THDOC. Refer to the flowchart in the thread. No THDOC = cortisol is never deactivated. If cortisol is never deactivated...would that lead to more GR or less GR? What about THDOC? Are there specific receptors for that? Or do they all fall into GR?
Sleep took about 1.2-2 years to recover as well, albeit not perfect. GHB helped the most. Once I got knocked out using GHB and had a solid 3-4 hours DEEP sleep, things immediately improved. Will keep you guys updated on using GHB.
I tried it last night. It gave me insomnia and restless leg !Read post #72 I summarized it a it better. The study shows that GHB has a modulation affect on the receptor rather than strictly just an agonist. Meaning it can adjust up or down depending on the body rather than just say an GABA receptor agonist like Xanax where it will just act on the receptor directly and activate it, which in turn means when you come off the Xanax you have withdrawals type symptoms. I'm not saying you can't get withdrawals from GHB but given its naturally produced by the body it seems to act differently than taking a traditional agonist like xanax, phenibut etc. Which is why your baseline is increasing instead of decreasing when you cease GHB. Maybe dosage and frequency is key too.
I know GHB keeps getting compared to baclofen but even though it technically looks like it act similar people don't react the same at all.
Baclofen - who's tried it?
I tried it last night. It gave me insomnia and restless leg !
Baclofen 10mgBaclofen or ghb?
Baclofen 10mg
Hmmmmm...... fellas, have we explored this? @Helen ? The combo of Fin AND a stressful event. Both times I crashed were during the two most stressful events of my adult life. Anyone else have this experience? Could stress and Fin coupled effect with causing the crash?
I actually started fin because I was in a very stressful period that caused my hair loss to accelerate, which stressed me even more. I'd just moved to the east coast by myself, without any family or friends within hundreds of miles, and had broken it off with my gf for the move. I was abusing alcohol and kratom to cope, too, which I'm sure didn't help. I felt like I was on the brink of adrenal fatigue before even touching fin.This is reminding me of something (sorry late to this party.) Recalling the end of last summer, life went a bit like this:
August - Decided to try fin. My thinking at the time being at the merest HINT of sides I'd stop and all would be ok. Remembered reading of people on bodybuilding forum feeling either slightly weird boners or slightly odd stress response. Ordered it, held off taking it a bit.
Late September - Took 1mg/day Tue/Wed/Thur/Fri. Sunday suddenly broke up with my fiancee of many years. For the next three weeks took 0.5mg fin 3x/week (Mon, Wed, Fri.)
September-October - Yes I move fast, yes it was SOON, but the week AFTER I broke up with fiancee I started a relationship with someone at work. We kept each other up LATE chatting and I did notice I felt a little (but only a TINY little bit) drained in an odd way after those nights.
Late October - Sexting one night, boner dropped off. Thought "FUCK this finasteride lark, that's me done." Stopped fin forever. Usual pre-crash story follows, perfect for a few weeks although do recall EXTREME morning/nocturnal wood!
Start of November - Boners started getting weak again. Relative passed away on the Monday, ex (I still lived with) always very tearful at home, new relationship kept me up late. Figured something was wrong though.
November 13th - bit the bullet, called my new gf and told her everything. Horrifying conversation and stress, up VERY late, awful dream, went into work the following day fully crashed.
So yes me too, very stressful time.