@Admiral I hope you're doing better mate.
I told you in pm but I may have gone off about something else (most likely).
Just a reminder,
@Nina told me: "I think biocoherce or something works with ARL so he should contact them."
Re: Netherlands Hair Testing. I'm not sure about Holland Vs. Netherlands, but I'm sure it can be accessible somehow.
Honestly, I've had insomnia the better part of my existence (not straight through obviously), and fasting helped restore the converse problem of fatigue... I need extra food to sleep too at times, but I'm used to erratic sleep patterns, and can eat at 4am and go workout at 11am. My point is there's really no barrier to at least try a longer fast, if you can swing it. I had no intentions really during my fast, but to see what it would do after vaguely seeing improvements with shorter fasts. It was worth it 1 million percent. It's not all about vanity and looks - I know... it's important. I had better hair than most girls... They would literally tell me they were jealous of my hair -- even after my first time losing a quarter from medications. But healing yourself from the inside out will heal your mindstate too.
Honestly, my Psychologist told me several years ago... "Yeah you can fix your hair later, but will it make you happy?" Or something to that effect, she was right 100%. I told her 4-5 years ago that fin was bad, she knows I know my meds...and I still went on it bc of vanity, years later bc of some other crappy medication. Vanity, isn't worth sacrificing health. And a mistake, isn't worth suffering needlessly. Nor is it worth resigning or giving up. I'm not saying you are, I'm just saying. Someone else caused this to you, don't let them get away with it. She was basically saying, putting my hair above mental health is a horrible choice.
Not all homeopathic stuff works (to say the least), but fasting, ella, and ru, and the like can help you out. So try it. I've suffered as long as you have with other issues that weren't by choice (as in not caused by medication -- not to say that was self-caused), I won't let any of this destroy me. You shouldn't either.
ADHD and unfulfilled goals, messed up relationships... BPII cause severe depression to say the least (esp when misdiagnosed/mistreated). And it was worse (way way worse than ever) during my crash (5-6 months or whatever it was), and I got better from that. It was a leap of faith.
Someone close to me has a serious disease that is often fatal, and doesn't have high survival rates beyond 1-2 years, they juice fast (they need to take a lot of medication at times), and it helps them... that and a very strict diet.